Give Up, Give In, Let him.

I’ve been dirtier than you’d ever want to know
The first to bring the stone. It's a fight not to condemn myself. Because I could've,,, I should've,, I would've done more, done it different, or departed even before given the option.

But I know this.
That his blood was enough.
And niether does he condemn me,
but sets me free from living under my past.

I may stumble, or even fall
But I will get back up; whether rejected by them or not, and take his blood as my righteousness and move on. As a holy child of the ALMIGHTY, ALL LOVING, CREATOR of the universe; JESUS, the one and only Man who loves me SOO much and is COMING BACK FOR ME_ Loving and obeying him by keeping to his word and trusting him intimately.

It’s okay to ball up and cry.
You are HIS baby.
Stop trying to be perfect and know it ALL. He knows we cant do it all on our own,, THAT’S WHY we have him. WE have him, we have GRACE, we have forgiveness we HAVE the WAY. He showed us with his life and how he lived it. Do you even know what a typical day of Jesus looked like? It’s adventure, it’s trust, it’s radical, it’s real, it’s right there in scripture, read it, live it, make it your reality, he did it to show us how WE TOO can do it. .

I CAN rejoice because I have his grace and he loves me and he wants to love me, that’s all it’s about. I’ve rejected him time and time again and he continues to pursue me, even though I’ve abandoned him, went my own way and tried to do what seemed right to me, resulting in defiling his perfect and detailed temple,,,

HE makes me NEW and works ALL things out for my good!

Because it brings him glory and brings me life, ALL because he loves me and I chose to recognize and respond to that love. Liveg in that love by obeying and walking in that FULLNESS so that you too can experience power over your lusts and complete fullness in him.

There is nothing to loose , but the deceiving ways of death you leave behind.

“ He who looses his life for my sake will FIND IT.!” What an awesome promise. Loose yourself in who he is and wants to be in you.